 STRESSED Tuesday, 11 February 2014 | (0) comments |
What is stress? I asked myself...
It has no tangible form, nothing to describe... It is just sort of feeling that makes you feel STRESS?
Sometimes, i really feel that nobody can understand me, and i don't expect anybody to understand me. I take things on my own, cause maybe, im just too used to be alone. I don't like to share too much, for fear that i might hurt people. I would say i am a passive person. I care more about other people feelings than my own outside.
What is really deep inside me? How many faces or selfies do i really have? I couldnt figure it on my own either.
Recently, i just had a bad quarrel with my sister. I have two sister, and it is like 2 versus 1. Of course, im the losing party. What was all the issue about? My eldest sister want to go out to work, my second sister have to study for her SIP projects... and i am going to study for my EndSemTest. So, there is nobody to take care of my MUM. They wanted to force me to stay at home to take care of my Mum. Yes, i know it is my duty to take care of my Mum, and i know i am supposed to. Of course, i am most willing to take care of my Mum. However, i told my sister i am not going to stay at home after my exam, because i knew she would take the opportunity to go out and work and do not want to take care of Mum. Because of this, we got into a big fight. She complained that how much she had done, and forced me to stay at home. Obviously, i refused. The fight was just getting worse, and i am not going to bother and just avoid it. Lose - Lose situation. The tension became worse...
I don't think anybody could understand what i am feeling now, terrible feeling... I just take it down my throat, which everytime makes my heart throb like crazy, and cause me to be breathless. I got no idea how much more could i stand and take. I really hope i could get some one to talk to, which i can really talk to. Always, i would swallow all the words down my throat and live it inside me... Hais...
When the time come, i would just so do my part. Just going to take-a-step by a time now, cause i had no idea what might happen in the future. I hope tomorrow would be a better day.
STRESS LEAVE ME ALONE!
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STRESSED Tuesday, 11 February 2014 | (0) comments |
What is stress? I asked myself...
It has no tangible form, nothing to describe... It is just sort of feeling that makes you feel STRESS?
Sometimes, i really feel that nobody can understand me, and i don't expect anybody to understand me. I take things on my own, cause maybe, im just too used to be alone. I don't like to share too much, for fear that i might hurt people. I would say i am a passive person. I care more about other people feelings than my own outside.
What is really deep inside me? How many faces or selfies do i really have? I couldnt figure it on my own either.
Recently, i just had a bad quarrel with my sister. I have two sister, and it is like 2 versus 1. Of course, im the losing party. What was all the issue about? My eldest sister want to go out to work, my second sister have to study for her SIP projects... and i am going to study for my EndSemTest. So, there is nobody to take care of my MUM. They wanted to force me to stay at home to take care of my Mum. Yes, i know it is my duty to take care of my Mum, and i know i am supposed to. Of course, i am most willing to take care of my Mum. However, i told my sister i am not going to stay at home after my exam, because i knew she would take the opportunity to go out and work and do not want to take care of Mum. Because of this, we got into a big fight. She complained that how much she had done, and forced me to stay at home. Obviously, i refused. The fight was just getting worse, and i am not going to bother and just avoid it. Lose - Lose situation. The tension became worse...
I don't think anybody could understand what i am feeling now, terrible feeling... I just take it down my throat, which everytime makes my heart throb like crazy, and cause me to be breathless. I got no idea how much more could i stand and take. I really hope i could get some one to talk to, which i can really talk to. Always, i would swallow all the words down my throat and live it inside me... Hais...
When the time come, i would just so do my part. Just going to take-a-step by a time now, cause i had no idea what might happen in the future. I hope tomorrow would be a better day.
STRESS LEAVE ME ALONE!
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